Life....
I was a little girl, awaiting the knowledge of life. Science
maths and many more subjects which I thought would explain why I live. I
studied hard but never could find a meaning which satisfies my mind for the word
“Life”.
One fine day you made a popup in my computer. I spend almost
4 years of my life. Laughing weeping, flirting and frowning
in front of that popup window. I felt I found my life. I felt there is a meaning
for the life. I wanted to make it all perfect. I forgot my life and cared of
your life, but never realized that I was forgetting my intention. When I was
sad you asked me to go to him but when you were sad I wanted to be with you. I
was there with you when you were in trouble. It made me cry when you were
feeling sad. I felt I was living in your heart. But that gloomy day you left me
behind. One who asked me to trust you and you will never hurt me broke my trust
and broke my heart. You did not even dare to talk to me or explain reason for
this punishment. My heart was made to ashes. Those eyes twinkled when seeing
you were covered with tears for next four years. Within those blurred vision only
thing I saw was your face.
I said to you that I will go to him if you leave me. I know he
will be right behind me and guide me on my path. He will be my light, he will
be my teacher and he will never expect anything. He will never leave me unless
I leave him. How can I ever leave him after all the love and care he gave to
me? He is so wealthy and I am so poor. He is so powerful I am so weak. But he
will be there for all of us who seek the meaning of life. Although he is not physically
present anymore he lives in our hearts with his advice. I finally found why I
live. He taught me why I live. He explained why I suffer. I will follow him as
much as I can. I wish you will take same path someday. I will be around at any
given time you need my assistance, as always.
